BYE BYE MEMORIES

.okay.
.i dont know why but i've decided to shift.

http://pearyee.livejournal.com

.till then.
.byee people~.

Sky of Love

.it's a nice movie i must say.
.brought back many memories and some of the scenes are just too close to heart.
.i would watch it for the second time.
.serious!.
.lol.
.jaei nic and i came out of the cinema with 3 pairs of swollen eyes.
.we look like ... we cried for the whole day.
.hahahahahahahaha !.
.am too lazy to upload the pictures up but i promise soon.
.but in all.
.it's a night filled with many emotions.
(:

.and somehow imma missing him again.
it's been 2 years 9 months and 13 days

many many thoughts

t-i-r-e-d
tired
TIRED
t i r e d


.yeah.
.imma really really tired.
.be it physically mentally or emotionally.
.personal holiday please.
=/

:DDDDDDDDDDD

.its the first time i feel that i dont know what i should do when i wake up.
.lol.
.i sat on my bed for half an hour thinking of what to do before going for prac.
.cos all the Ps are either in school or not free.
.so decided to meet jun for lunch before heading school.
.but ken cancelled the training so i went back to change.
.then me and jun decided to go somewhere further than Lot1.
.and decided to go jurong point.
.the jap food at the foodcourt is dope man!.
.cheap and super nice!!!!.
.and both of us were so hungry that we order an additional curry ebi udon to share.
LOL

.jun's bento.

.my bento.


.and the super nice curry ebi udon!~.


the world most ugly 吃相


.then we got bored walking around jurong point till we walk pass...

TOYS "R" US !!!! :D


AND IT"S PLAY TIME !!!!! =9




hello uncle~!.i want to go to somewhere where there's no trouble PLEASE~
LOL


the real 失败的man
HAHAHAHAHAHA !!




this toy got me hooked on it for half an hour!






.kids nowadays are just too blessed.
.all their toys are so nice and fun to play with can.
.me and jun literally laugh from the moment we enter till we left the place.
.so nice to feel like a child again.
=9
.and we have this candy that i super long never eat liao.
.the lollipop with the popping powder.
.sooo nice!!!!.


.she never fail to make my rainy days sunny!.
((((((((((((((((((:


.bought the same earring.
.sounds a bit gay but who cares.
.that's just us.
LOL











.she happy cos my lollipop broke
):




.but we still ended up gng to Lot1 cos she needs to get the holder for her dad.
.and we went to borrow books.
amazing!peggy is reading again!!LOL
.and i saw this super funny poster on the wall.
.the loud guy on the phone kena stuff pacifier cos he's freaking too noisy.
lolololololololololololol


.and i bought a planner a mickey mouse post it pad and a chip&dale bottle.



IMMA HAPPY KID !!!
:D
only when you can stop bugging me

teach me how to love

i used to smiling happily and yearning to see him
but now .. i dont
i dont know what happened between us
maybe it all started out as a mistake
i wasn't sure abt my feelings and i just went with the flow
no doubt that he really doted on me and made me feel that i was the luckiest woman on earth
but now all the possessions is making me run away
i loved him
but i love my freedom more
i know imma a selfish bitch
but i just dont like being controlled and questioned every single day
sick and tired of all the quarrels and coaxing that i have to go through every single frigging day
and all that i've said just dont get into his head
and perhaps the difference in us is really too great
that's what guys always do
promise you this and that before you get tgt and after that go back on their words
guess it's really a beautiful mistake for us
been thinking abt this for days since our cool down period
and i guess i know my final answer
it's just too much for me to take
maybe what mumy and alex and baowen said is true
and it sucks to know that it's true when you chose to believe that it wouldnt happen on you and that you can overcome everything
imma just way too timid
=/

i miss my life when all these didnt start...

the leap years

what can i say?
it's a kazillion thumbs up to catherine lim's novel
i never fail to get awed by her writing and her way of expression since secondary school
how i wanted to be able to write like her and be an author myself
okay that was when i was still young. childish i know =.=
and i have this sudden rush of aderaline for literature again
i really miss those days where i could still do literature
reading analysing rebutting putting thoughts into words and writing
simply love it
and it;s true literature that help me know how to get to know more abt life
seeing it in every aspect and analysing it
it's really a wonder how much literature can do in our life
okay i shall stop before anyone gets bored
BUT I SERIOUSLY MISS IT !!!!
(:
not forgetting how the guys in the class dread it
LOL

and wong lilin rocks the movie man!
she really really brought out the character very well
EVERYONE!
PLEASE GO WATCH THIS MOVIE!!!
ITS REALLY SUPER DUPER UBER ULTI NICE !!!!!!
you will come crying your eyes out of the cinema
:D



.got him angry cos i went home in the early morning when he was abt to go for work.
:x
.its my first time seeing him gotten pissed off.
.oh well.
.i can't help it cos imma used to the late night outs with 5p.
.guess it's time to change and i just hope that he can understand.
.his birthday is coming but imma broke.
.damn.

.and imma loving you more and more

committment is reality

how true is this sentence
i never ponder about it till now
it is really a hard fact that everyone has to face
and sometimes its due to such commitments that you have to give up on other things
damn
i dont wanna give up dance for something else
but that something else is too important
dilemma

we started off well
there's hiccups and everything but we try to resolve it
it's nothing but doubts and uncertainty
and it all ends with a question mark
i just hope that it's not gna end up like what i thought it would be
(:


on a random note
and i realise one amazing thing
it's always the online mass conv that makes us still as close no matter how busy we are
:D
PPPPP just rocks man





nowhere to regurgitate my thoughts
=/

.it is a wrong choice?.

kungfu panda

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

that's the name that i've been given due to my eyes
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL
and i really need sleep
imma working 930am shift and imma still blogging
oh my tian



bless me that i can wake up on time tmr
=9

HELLO!!

.realised it's been long since my entry have many many words.
.LOL.
.well.
.partly because imma too lazy to blog and that there's too many things gng on till i can't find the time to blog.
.song and dance training has started.
.which means for the whole of the holiday it will be busy busy busy.
=.=
.which means less time with him which will make him grumble more and more. ):
.but i guess this would mean that the end results would be a good one.
(:



okay
imma too lazy to type on again
shall update next time
:D

treasured (:

the year end promise

.i didnt cry.
.cos i know you will be back soon!.
.gonna miss you truckloads man!.
TAKE CARE!!!






:D

back to the good old days please~

.yup.
.am finally back from my oh-my-tian-why-so-shortstay in malaysia.
.and this spurs me to update my blog with many many pictures :D
.couldn't get enough of the people over there and i have to be back.
.all thanks to the big E-X-A-M-S.
.but i finally get to see alice and her family. MISSES!!!.
.deeX missed the chance of going.
.but dont worry la deeX EVERYONE over there misses you too! :D
.being the only niece back to visit.
.the first thing my doting 大舅 did was to get some decent food to feel my hungry stomach.
.and we ordered a WHOLE table of FOOD.
REAL NICE FOOD! *slurps*



the RM$7 stingray that made me went





.jeslyn came back from KL during her break from the U there.
.and they brought me to this wholesaler at ayer hitam who sells soft toys.
.cos they intend to be online dealers selling soft toys.
.he has all the cartoon characters that you want BUT chip&dale.
super duper uber sian diao plus out diao can
.we got the same plushies.

.the dadoufu and the xiaodoufu.

.and this batman look super no power can.LOL

.baby pengpeng who likes to roll over and talk to the mattress.LOL

.imma counted as his 小姑also.
.cos alice's mum treats me like her own daughter.
.i still rmb when we were young and ah moi auntie brings us 4 out.
.then people will ask "oh!all your daughters ar?"
.then ah moi aunite will have proud face saying "ya lo!.all my bao bei 四千金"
HAHAHAHAHAHAH!

.yup.
.here we are.

.19 years and counting!!!!!. :D

.we started playing with shadows.


.and ended up forming...


:D

.didn't get to eat ah moi auntie's home made mee hun kuay.
.cos everyone is busy with preparation to 拜天公.
.so she brought me tgt with her family to a seafood restaurant at the top of a "mountain" near some jetty.
.it's really windy and the ambience is nice. even thou its outdoors
.and the guisness stout chicken wings and drumlets is nice till lao sai man!.
.if got chance i really really wanna go back there and eat again.
:D
.and the ice crean tehy serve jing dian one.
.use wooden spoon to scope.
.where to find in singapore!!!!!!.


.i still and always have this funny feeling of coming back to singapore.
.cos back there i can really feel the warmth of a family being showered at me.
.and i dont feel so alone at times.
.but alice said i have a bunch of friends that can compensate that.
*grins*
.you know who you are PPPeoPPle.
.and that silly girl cired her eyes out when after reading my letter to her when i left.
.lol.
.i hope i can go back and visit soon.
.but with exams coming up follwed by song and dance and then maybe competition and prolly performances and to plan deeX and mm's busy schedule.....
.i think it will be next year new year that i get to see them again.-.-

.this new year has been intruded by A LOT of babies.
.and they make me so

introducing my all time favourite:

bao bei nephew zandane! :D

.thats so much of new year for me.
.where most if the fun came from the visiting to malaysia.
.hope everyone had a great one.
.had and wanted to take lotsa pictures.
.but i brought back a digicam that has no memory card.
.how stupid man.
.and now.

i freaking need to start study cos imma left with 3 days to final exams and i studied nth yet!!!!
yea and i said i would study when i go m'sia.LOL

but imma still gng eve's house to bai nian tmr
lol
imma asking for it man

JIA YOU EVERYONE!! :d

optimistic.imma trying