Sunday, January 13, 2008

blessed blessed birthday!! :D

BEST PRESENT OF ALL !! :D
dinner with daddy and deeX




thanks to:
1. everyone who sms-ed, called and wished me "happy birhtday"
2. xing and joven for coming up with the idea of "macaroon cake"
3. gordon for being in cahoots with Ps to pass them my cake
4. eric for offering a birthday kiss when his gf might know
5. jaei for the acting even though there's a lot of loopholes
6. ronnie for being forced to buy sports bra with xing and got asked abt my bra size LOL
7. jJ for laughing the loudest when i was shocked by you all
8. david and farid for calling on time
9. alex for singing me my birthday song on the phone
10. sonia for rushing down from work to celeb my bdae
11. Ps for coming down to my house cos i went home and spoiled your plans.LOL
12. Ps for bombarding my phone with your happy birthdaySSS
13. caiyen for decorating the cake
14. Phunky Chem for singing the birthday song in the studio and the birhtday card
15. tracy for your mms cos it did really perk me up
16. junying and her parents for treating me to my dinner :))
17. my parents for giving me a chance to go through all these! :D
18. God for all these wonderful friends :)))))))))))))))

.donuts and mms from tracy :D



.joven's cake for me.looks big but...





ya.it's actually inside the paper bag.LOL



.then is the chefs making a "just-for-peggy-birthday" plate.LOL


.they feel that it's too plain so..


.and TA-DAH !! :))


.then these lovely people came to shock me at my door. which made me run back into my house =.=


MY CAKE !! ALL TIME FAVOURITE T I R A M I S U !!!!



.i bet it's jJ idea for the wording.
"Happy 19th Birthday Ang Mo Liu Lian *flower picture* Pear Yee!"


.presents. :DDD


CHIP&DALE from farid!! <33333333333333333


.last but not least. .birthday card from Phunky Chemistry.
.and thanks to staticflow and fbeatx who sang birthday song for me in the studio today!.



.in all.
.i just feel that imma the luckiest, happiest, most blessed, most loved woman on earth who can't stop smiling.
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD


.more pictures to come!!

Thursday, January 10, 2008

many many words...

Phunky Chemistry
.yup.
.my first week of the new year has been spent training with these girls.
.we started out as 8 then down to 7.
.after which thanks to some freaking black-until-cannot-see-bangala that we are down to 6.
.they were really affected by it but i couldnt do much but to sit by and encourage.
.training started to slack down and we are not giving our full, including yours truly.
.but still they tolerated with my oh-no-must-do-10-times-already training.
.even though i was not as strong as a leader and dancer. and something snatching the lime light from seow ting LOL
.somehow things didnt work out the way it should.
.then it's the issues with our attitude towards this competition.
.seems like we dont have the right attitude towards it and it's really getting in the way for improving asa group.
.but what touched my heart was they realised and changed after Ann's words to the group.
.it was the first time that we counted as a team, helped each other with the mistakes and cleaned the steps time and again without complaints.
.and it really warmed my heart.
.i know all of our legs and knees are aching but still you girls gave your all.
.i really dont know what to say to them but to thank them for trusting the group in my hands.
.i am not sure if i did a great job.
.but at the end of the day i just want us to look good and improve and enjoy ourselves on stage.
.10 days and counting to prelims.
.we've got lots of things to do but i am very certain we can make.
.JIA YOU DARLINGS !!. :D
.and like what i've said, Phunky Chemistry will always stay 7.
.no more no less. (:


.happened to chance upon wangqin's blog and i read her words to us. just in case you dont know she's our group's choreographer
.if you are reading this. which i think is 0.01% LOL
.i want to thank you for letting me join this group and be trained under you.
.even though we are not really close it's the second time since we are working together.
.thanks for trusting the group to me to do the cleaning of steps.
.i really dont know if i have done a good job.
.but to me you have really done more than you could and should.
.seeing you rush between work, fbeatx training, jitterbugs and us really makes me respect you a lot.
.and please dont think that you are not a good trainer okay?.
.cos you have really done a wonderful job in coming out with the choreo and formations.
.and it's not once that we need to change formation.
.it was our attitude and thinking that we are not able to bring out the dance better.
.but i promise and i will really keep to it.
.that we will work really really hard for this competition and make you proud. (:
.because no one can be as fortunate as the 7 of us to be able to know such a nice person like you.
.take leave for us just because you needed more time with us rather than resting at home, rush down from work to meet us, go through training with us, eat and think of steps for us, clean and mark steps with us even though you have training later and will go *hands between the eyes and say* : "我有一点stress" when you can't think of formation/steps or when we need to see Ann. LOL
.and yup like what you have said, you are the luckiest and most fortunate woman on earth.
.cos you've got 7 princess behind you to pull through this with you.
.WANG QIN JIA YOU !!


.this wonderful man gave me my life and brought me to this world.
.it's because of his selflessness that i am what i am today.
.letting me do the things that i want even when he strongly objected at first.
.making sure that i have something to eat every night after training.
.many times i have been really rude to him and even make him cry.
.and left him alone at home when he really needed company.
.but still he didnt throw his temper on me and never discourage me from doing the thing i love = DANCE.
.i know he will never read my blog. because his english cannot make it LOL
.and there's a lot of sorrys thank-yous that i want to say to him.
.but most importantly i wanna say :I REALLY LOVE HIM ! (:

P.S: when i took this photo , he EXCLAIMED : AIYO ! 我漏点!!! SHY LEH !!! LOL



.maybe time can just stop for one hour.
.cos there's like 3435941230923923058386 things that i need to do.

Monday, January 7, 2008

Tuesday, January 1, 2008

BIG WIDE SMILE ! :D

.thanks for coming down ALONE just for the hug and these cute little candy canes.
.love you man!!.
:D
.well.
.i guess 2007 was quite a rough year for me.
.but i pray that 2008 will be a good one.
.even though it started on a bad note.
.but imma sure its gonna end a good one!.
.last but not least.
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!
MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE !


:))))))

Sunday, December 30, 2007

new year wish....?

i never how powerful money can be till the age of 18 turning 19
it makes you happy, sad, irritated, frustrated
it gets you thinking about how to get more it, be it by underhand methods or legal ways
it allows people to make wonders out of it that human themselves dont even know that they can
it is causing harm and in fact creating a vicious cycle
but sad to say, we can't live without it
and its a freaking fact that we all have to face
thanks for telling me that money wins over everything, even our kinship

i guess life's like that
there are bound to be people around you who are so freakinglyohygoshundescribably irritating
that maybe even a tight slap can't make them go away
i just hope that all these ohiknoweverythingandyoudontHAHA faggots live their lives with regrets
because i reckon they will never get to see the beauty of life

guess there too muh stress
so much so that i dont even know why i blogged abt the above mentioned
but yours truly has really been too tired and busy that she's lazy to blog
so i guess that's smth that will keep readers entertained for awhile
man
i just pray for a day without emails, projects, noise, conversation, quarrels, trainings, working
just myself alone to spend time with myself somewhere where no one knows
that shall do the trick
if one day is too much, lemme at least have an hour....

anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JAEI JIAJUN AND SHANE
i know its a bit late guys but imma still waiting for the photos
till then HAPPY NEW YEAR IN ADVANCE :D


P.S: i FINALLY got my S500i

Sunday, December 23, 2007

.....no fun

.performing when you are having a fever = no fun.
.being sick for two weeks = no fun.
.being treated like a transparent object = no fun.
.being sick during a festive season = no fun.
.having no cash when you have a long list of things to buy = no fun.
.having no appetite when you are super hungry = no fun.


in all



Friday, December 21, 2007

theres just too much stress and emotions that all i wanna do is























Sunday, December 2, 2007

freaked

inner turmoil

might need some time to fine tune it

till then

bye~

Monday, November 26, 2007

当我老了 :'(



when i age and am not longer who i used to be,
please be a little more patient with me

when i spill the soup and got myself all soiled,
and forgot how to get my laces done
please recall on how i held your hand and taught you patiently

when i repeat the naggings that you are already sick of,
please spare me the time to listen and dont stop me

since you were young,
i never failed to repeat the bedtime story till you were in your dreams

when i need you to bathe me due to my inability,
please do not reprimand me

when i am ignorant to the new and advnacing technology, please do not mock at me
for i had once patiently answered all your "whys"

when i could no longer walk with my wobbly legs,
please embrace and hold onto me with your strong arms,
just like how i had also embrace and held onto you when you were learning how to walk

when i get lost half through our conversation,
please give me sonetime to recap
but actually to me, it's not about the conversation,
having you around to listen would be enough

please do not feel sad when you see me aged,
understand and support me,
just like how i did when you just started leraning about life

i was the one who lead you to where you are now in life,
and for now,
you are there to walk the rest of it with me

give me your love and patience
and i will return you a smile filled with gratitude
and in that smile potrays my endless care, concern and love for you


to daddy and mummy:
♥ :)

Sunday, November 25, 2007

stay home sunday :D

like finally~
i can stay at home on a sunday without having to work
LOL
which means more TV-ing time!
:DDDD

but
there's still presentation and projects and reports
not forgetting common test
DAMN
:/


let's just forget them first
cos my life is on a screw now
sorry to those that kena my attitude for the past week
really really didnt mean it

till then...


did i mention i cut my hand during work.tsk tsk




.too much thoughts brings a lot of harm.

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

oh projects~

OKAY
ENOUGH OF PROJECTS AND TUTORIALS


time for some pictures
:D


what happen to my face......shohei wannabe~
who says lyrical jazz has to be graceful?
:D *arbish*

datoumeinu and angmohliulianhue



we dont know what happen to boss that day...really

best tv buddy award
the chinchin family!!


say CHEESE!!
thats what you do to people you dont like.IMMA JOKING BAO WEN~ :D
they got an issue with mash caps
he insist that the lighting was better backstage
100+ sistas~


EVERYONE~

check out vic's face.LOL



.so basically it was work dance school and sleep for the past dont know how many days.
.and i sooooooooooo miss my bed can?.
.having not enough sleep EVERYDAY is no good man!.
.there's soooooooo many tutorials and projects and presentation.
.this semester is just a whirlwind disaster.
and to think that i said i wanna start it proper i missed many lectures alrd
.my head is getting bigger and bigger by day man.
.oh my damn~.
LOL
.watching big mama now.
.and she keeps going "ooooh~".
.reminds me of my three female-singer-wannabe frens.
.you know who you are!.
EVERYTIME WE TURN THE LIGHTS ON
.they never fail to irritate me with a smile with that man.
.not once.
LOL
.caught beowulf and it was like a total disappointment?.
.not that its not nice but just that the story line was a "DUH".
.hopefully we can go sentosa this weekend.
.too much movie is no good man.
.and i finally get to get home early and talk to dad today!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD












.after so much fun.
.it's back to the mountain of papers....




.have i alrd lost hope in myself?

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

ouch~

.had a bad burnt/cut/snap on my toe nail during rehearsal today.
.and my dear lil missy nicold helped me "wound" my injuries.
.she requested it to be blogged abt because its her first time doing such a nice wrap on my sausage-look-alike toe .
LOL
.you can see the minor blood stain.
=/


.CHIN UP.
.POINT YOUR FEET.
.CHEsT OUT.
.STOMACH IN.
.DONT RUSH.
.HAVE CONFIDENCE.
.LISTEN TO THE MUSIC.
.DONT HUNCH YOUR BACK PEGGYCHINPEARYEE!!!.

Monday, November 12, 2007

life = 99% endurance 1% happiness

some funny episodes at work...
episode #1
i was standing at the bar station and the cleaner was doing his chores.he's a very cheeky china guy who likes to disturb people but he meant no harm.then this funny convo happen between us.he always like to disturb me when imma doing the bar.and for the comfort of ALL readers.i decided to translate everything into english.
jianguo(that's his name): peiyi(he doesnt know how to pronouce peggy.so ya thats why.LOL).you know.even thou the security in s'pore is well known and very good.i still feel that you are safer if you are together with me
me: ?!?!?!?!?!?!? i rather trust the police and my friends
fulin(another cleaner who is supposed to be on his side cos he's jiangou's fren): she stay far away from you is the safest
me: *looks at fulin* HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA
episode #2
.jiajun was clearing the dirtied plates to the kitchen when jianguo started to talk to him again.
jiangou: xiao di ! how old are you?
jj: 17 gng to be18
jianguo: then you got gf a not?
jj: i have before la.but now dont have
jiangou: then are you still a virgin?
everyone on the kitchen: *silent for a sec looking stun* HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHHAHAAHHAHAHA
.jian guo asked the question like so innocently and loudly can?.
.and he started everyone in the kitchen talking abt virginity and all.GOSH!
.and jianguo really look like Sawadw fom W.C.O.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHHA

just in case you can't read the caption


evian(right): HELLOE! IMMA YOUR LONG LOST BROTHER WITH A BROKEN NECK :D

evian(left): ?!?!?!?!?!?!?! DONT THINK WE WEAR THE SAME SHIRT THEN WE ARE BROTHER HOR!.GO AWAY~

LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL






the ai xin chicken wings from jj's mum.super yummilious =9



.been thinking thru a lot after my chat with jj last night.
.didnt know this guy can talk so much.
.lol.
.anyhow.
.thanks for bothering to listen to me when you got lotsa tut to do and *ahem*other*ahem* stuffs.
:D

GO PEGGY
GO AHPUT
GO CHUBBYCHUBBY
GO BATUPAHAT
GO PER-KEY
GO ANG MOH LIU LIAN HUE
GO MIANYANG
ITS GNA BE OVER SOON
:d

.lost in thought.or am i actually thinking?

Saturday, November 10, 2007

hit "back" if you find it boring

the icon wrote "new post"
but i just realise i got nth new to blog abt
and imma just coming in to my usual whinnig corner to whine abt my life
posting another "oh-my-gosh-she's emoing-again-and-its-so-boring" entry
-shurgs-
i cant help it
there's barely anyone that i can talk to nowadays
everyone's busy with their trainings and school and work and personal stuffs
furthermore i gott a work
which took up almost all my free time
its been 2 weeks since i last saw my dad and i barely spoke more than 50 sentence with my sis over the past 2 weeks
how busy my life is?
i dont really know abt it myself too
imma thugging my laptop to school every single freaking day to do updates and make sure i check my emails frequently for updates
and literally dragging myself outta bed to attend lectures and tutorials when i did none of it
all these kinda responsiblility is tying me down
i cant relax myself like how i used to be
and i get more and more bad temper
seems like everything is not going on well in my life again
i think i needa schedule my life like how jj did
then i wouldnt have been so screwed
have to admit that dance is taking up most of my time
but its something that i enjoy doing isnt it?
then why do i feel likewise in the studio today?
am i not that passionate for it alrd or is it because of that dream?
i really dont know
there were many occurrences where my tears would flow
but whats the point?
the problem will still be there and you get swollen eyes
but i just cant help it
people say that imma always in the "emo" state
but have anyone wondered why am i like that
or have i asked myself why am i always like that?
maybe because i myself didnt know why
so even if they ask i might not be able to give an answer
but trust me
i dont emo for every single freaking second
ack
i dont know
the feeling is just like a box filled with nothingness
=/



.imma not okay.for sure this time

Monday, November 5, 2007

monday blues

.i know i should be sleeping in bed now.
.but i felt that i should at least blog abt smth first before heading for my pillows.
.but somehow.
.i dont know what to blog.
=.=
.so i'll just let the random thoughts run.
.third week into school and already imma having problems coping with it.
.and not forgetting that there's still work at baker.
.but i will never complaint abt dance.
.celine asked me of i could cut down on my dance committment.
.i paused at her question for real long.
.i guess that's the last thing i will do for now.
.cos dance to me now is the only way to relieve my stress and emotions.
.some people might think that its absurb cos dance brings you to nowhere in the society.
.they just dont understand.
.someone told me this "work,you can do it for as long as you want for the rest of your life.but dance, its only avaible when you have the ability to do so, and it does not last for very long".
.so i just wanna dance when imma still able to.
.see?.
.i dont wanna look back at my life and have regrets for it.
.and i missed the performance at bishan park again due to work.
damn
.it's the second time in a roll that i missed performances due to work.
.sorry guys but you guys did a great job that night.
:)
.caught GAMEPLAN with 5Ps on Saturday night.
.its really a great show and i recommand everyone to watch it.
.it just makes me wanna say I LOVE YOU DADDY!!!.
.lol.
.but imma feeling kinda screw these few days.
.hope its gonna be over soon.
.all the stress and exhuastion is getting me all so moody.
.soory peeps for all the moody attitude and stone faces.
.cant help it when imma seriously lack of my precious sleep.
.it's gonna be yet another busy and hectic week ahead.
.i can't wait for e-learning week to come man
.at least i can do things at home and get more rest.
.or maybe i should work more.
.or rather dance more?.
.acks.
.i shall see how it goes when e-learning week is here.
.for now.
.time to snuggle in my blanket.
.nights earthlings~.

why do i have lesson at 9am everyday?-whines-
.will you be there?.

Friday, November 2, 2007

stay with me

Raindrops, Fall From, Everywhere
I Reach Out, For You, But Your Not There
So I Stood, Waiting, In The Dark
With Your Picture, In My Hands
Story Of a Broken Heart

Stay With Me
Don't Let Me Go
Cause I Can't Be Without You
Just Stay With Me And Hold Me Close
Because I've Built My World Around You
And I Don't Wanna Know What's It Like Without You
So Stay with Me
Just Stay With Me

I'm Trying And Hoping, For The Day
And My Touch Is Enough
To Take The Pain Away
Cause I've Searched For So Long
The Answer Is Clear
I Will Be Hoping We Don't Let It Disappear

Stay With Me Don't let Me go
Cause I Can't Be Without You
Just Stay With Me And Hold Me Close
Because I've Built My World Around You
And I Don't Wanna Know What's it Like Without You
So Stay with Me
Just Stay With Me

I've Searched Over And Over
For Many Many Times
For You And I Is Like Those Stars That Light The Sky Every Night
Our Picture Hangs Out Of Tune
Remind Me Of The Days
You Promised Me We'd Always
Be And Would Never Go Away
That's Why I Need You To Stay

Stay With Me
Don't let Me go
Cause I Can't Be Without You
Just Stay With Me
And Hold Me Close
Because I've Built My World Around You
And I Don't Wanna Know What's It Like Without You
So Stay with Me
Just Stay With Me

oooo.. oh oh
don't leave
so I stay waiting in the dark...



.and you need to go through the saddness to really know what is happiness