randoms

.met jaei ron and jj for dinner one of the sundays.
.and when ron came back from his order.
.he showed me this.
*points below*

the ultimate budget number tag LOL



.met jun last saturday for the registration.
.along the way to the mrt we saw balloons.
.she dared me to get a big one.
.and i got this really HUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGE one that it can't even fit into the photo!.
LOL



.went for church last sunday.
.and its was raining like it has never rain before.
.nic and i stood on the sides of the pathway.
.so we were both literally left and right wet.
TOTALLY WET you know?like you just came outta your bathroom
.but i said it was GOd's tears that fell on us.
.so that makes the both of us lefty and rightly blessed.
.sonia?.
.she's drenched totally front back center sides.
.so i guess she's fully blessed?.
=9


happy drench-ED friends :D





.met wj after church to hunt for his shirt and blazer.
.results?.
.got him a blazer at $49.90 and a shirt at $39.90.
AND BOTH ARE VERY NICE!!
.which i consider relatively cheap.
.and mr chinwaikiat refuses to lemme me alight at bpp.
.so i ended up tagging along to cwp with them.




.after watching resident evil at david's house the other day.
.i reckon they got so affected by it.
.cos they all turned into PSP zombies.
.you should see jj wj and bw when they walk and play at the same time.
.SUPER LOOK LIKE ZOMBIE WALKING MAN!!.
.should have took it down.
.chenguanguang dont laugh at others huh!.

LOL



.but when jj and ron lent their PSP to wj and bw.
.they got bored and started to act as wannabes~

the mafia wannabe


the cyclopys(sai-ker-lobs) wannabe



.let's talk abt today.
.i banged into a chiar during class today.
.results?.
.immediate blue black on my knee.
:(


ANYHOW~


.i can't wait for wednesday!!!!!.
:D

.why do i think so much.=/

life is like a box of chocolates

i guess most of us have heard of this saying
cos in a box of chocolates
you never know what kinda surprises you are gonna get
some of the chocolates that you pick may taste uber sweet
and others on the otherhand may taste real bitter
some of your favourites might have be taken away by others
and you are left with no choice but to take the one that you didnt desire
but still at the end of it
you will still finish it with a smile on your face




and i guess perhaps life's like that too
some point of time we might being feeling real blessed and happy
but sometimes some things will happen to make us feel that life really sucked and its not that happy-ever-after afterall
worse still
things that happened might even change the life that you have always been living in
forcing you into a circunstance whereby you have to adapt to the surroundings and life all over again
but somehow i chose to belive that everything happens for a reason
be it good or bad
and no matter how fortunate or unfortunate the event is
we still have to accept it because its part of our life
and instead of sulking at it
telling yourself that "its the best possible thing that could have happened to me" helps
i admit life has been a roller coaster ride since the day i was born
but nothing's perfect in this world isnt it?
no doubt i did at certain point felt like a total loser and giving up was my only option
but God gave me the opportunity to realise that death was not the solution to everything
and that things will not work by itself unless we do something to it
and i really thank Him for sending down 13 aliens and two stickmans into my life to tell me that "hey.life isnt that bad afterall"
family to me was a total disappointment because we dont even behave like one
but maybe its because we are not trying hard enough to get the pieces back together
i guess all the truamas and disappointments in the family are over for now
cos we are back to the return-home-do-your-own-stuff-or-face-the-wall situation
and it really got me very affected
but all i can do is to just accept and hope that miracles will happen
and imma really sorry to feel how i felt for the past 3 weeks
but thanks to those who asked, listened, advised and at the end of the day still choose to stay by my sidei really think i sucked as a fren
i guess imma entering into another chapter of my life
where responsibility and commitment plays a huge role in it
even though its something that i didnt desire and have always been running away from it
i think its time that i bring myself back to reality and face them
no doubt time will be forsaken for dance, friends and family, even for myself which i really dont want to
but i guess its time for me to show dad that he can rely on his xiao bu dian
and that he will not feel so worn out and undergo such disappointments again
its gonna be hard and imma still unsure of myself
but i will never give up
cos i know if ever i were to fall
13 pairs of hands and two pairs of skinny arms are there for me to cling onto
and sorry guys for all the emo faces, silent looks and reluctant smiles that i gave for the past weeks
i wasnt really sure abt what i was thinking abt at that point of time
but i guess i sorta sort out my feelings and all
jia you for me okay?
will miss the times where we just chill our time away and i hope i will not miss out too much of it in future
but despite all the tests, obstacles and exhuastions that imma gonna face
i know somehow i will still smile at the end of the day
and dont worry
imma not emo-ing

:)

"there's nothing good or bad, but thinking makes it so" -william shakespear

fallen...

SP: Drama Showcase 2007
introducing my fav of all : Work- In - Progress
not that imma bias.but that was the best among the 3

she's shining on stage !




this is where the actions begin







jun.bao.pegg


and bao says : SHE'S DOPE!!


she's my greatest proud!!






.and i didnt know money can break a family.
.i guess mine is alrd broken.
.but daddy.
.JIA YOU.
.cos you will always have your little girl who used to run in her diapers ard the house by your side.
.i will keep my word and you have to do likewise.
:)

.imma really tired of everything.

emotions

how well can you handle it?

and most of the time we are being led by it

dont worry
i know emo posts makes readers bored

i wouldnt go on and on

but

i guess its just...
something that i cannot explain


there's a lot of photos to update abt past events
but imma just so not in the mood to do it
maybe gng to nicole's blog can help

LOL



maybe
its just emotions taking me over...

but anyhow

when you are feeling down

look at this --> have a good laugh~

=D

.feeling the side of me weakening.

29/9/07

.at least i tried.

but failed

contentment (:

HAPPY MID-AUTUMN FESTIVAL!!!!!!!!!



the before


the after (:


the dope ice cream that made pegg jj and bw =DDDDDDDDD


the dope bus that made us went "!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"



the dope old auntie with the gucci shoes


the new dope cough syrup :water chestnut with sugarcane



the dope lift entrance that reminded me of my patron saying(and at the same time swaying) : xiao mei ! lai liang zhang pue pue yo!~



the dope chilli that tasted like coke



.life working as a cinema service crew is not that bad.
.apart from the stress of having down money things to learn and other erorrs.
.you sit all day in the box office waiting for patrons to come.
.or you spend your day at work by packing nachos or popping popocorns.
.and what's even more dope is.
.you get to watch the ending of the movies if you are on the floor shifts.
.and most of the time its the ending thats the best.
.which means you get to watch it over and over again!.
.and the best part?.
.you get to walk on carpet floor!.
woo~
.who cares abt the pathetic pay?.
LOL





.maybe imma in a stage of uncertainty and insecurity.
.but i'll be fine.

.maybe its just me.

jiajuN. says:
shld i sleep or cont
♥PEARyee says:
SLEEP!!
♥PEARyee says:
yu finish burning alrda not?
jiajuN. says:
ya
jiajuN. says:
fish finish burning liao
jiajuN. says:
can eat le
jiajuN. says:
LOLOLOLOL
♥PEARyee says:
=.=
♥PEARyee says:
hahahahahaahahahahahhahahahaha
♥PEARyee says:
YOU finishing burning the songs for tmr perf into the cd alrd?


.thats how lame people who cannot sleep be.
LOL

if only i could turn back time

i learnt a new word today!

The slang term Pwn (see pronunciation note below), used primarily in the Internet gaming culture, means to "own" or to soundly defeat an opponent. It is sometimes used for taunting of an in-game enemy and gloating over victories. It can also be used, especially by non-gamers, in the context of getting "pwned" by The Man.
In Internet security jargon, to "pwn" means "to compromise" or "to control", specifically another computer (server or PC), web site, gateway device, or application; it is synonymous with one of the definitions of hacking. An outside party who has "owned" or "pwned" a system has obtained unauthorized administrative control of the system.

credits to Mr. Chin Wai Kiat

LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL


.and my stupid bluetooth can't work.
.wanted to post all the dope things that i encounter during the week.


to all that tagged:
.thanks guys.
.imma alright actually.
.just needed a channel for me to relieve myself.


.seriously.
.i feel like changing my room.
.knock off all the wall cardboards.
.add in mirrors and table.
.maybe a new wardrobe.
.bigger bed and maybe air con.
.but i think all these will only happen in my dreams.
=.=

.emotion-less.

life = chocolates + ?

.we just have to accept somethings that happen in our life even if it sucked.
.even to the point that we can no longer force ourselves to.
.how sad is that?.
.then accusations and blames comes in.
.but all we can do under certain circumstances is to fucking swallow all those shits and bear with it to the point that our body can contain.
.how fucking pathetic can that be?.
.maybe it wasnt right at the start to just swallow everything and keep quiet abt it.
.maybe one should have voiced it out so that blames would not be put to the innocent and the wronged can be punished.
.but sad to say this world is just so fucking unfair.
.all we can do is to let the event happen as simple-minded human beings perceives it as inevitable.
.and hides in a corner to cry out all your agony and sorrows so that those who accused you cannot mock at you.
.for they have won over you when you felt and convinced yourself that you have lost completely to them.
.but maybe this is why some can live life the way they always wanted it to be.
.because all they do is just fuck care whatever that is happening ard them.
.take in all the shits.
.tolerate with it and get over it with a fake smile.
.letting those who love the "art of accusing" feel almighty.
.that's just a cowardly behaviour.
.but what can we do other than that?.
.for if everyone gets so hot-headed abt such minor stuffs and decides not to settle for half.
.would there not be more riots and wars?.
.would there not be more killings and blood shedding?.
.would there not be more suicidal and murder?.
.and that leaves us to ponder.
.are human that incapable of being tolerant and merciful towards each other?.
.or is it because pride and honour has devoured all these empathy in them?.
.and somehow.
.it still boils down to the point that it is easier to accept how things are meant to be in your life.
.rather than challenging it and making yourself more miserable.
.simle peggy.
.things are not that bad.
.perhaps.

.i need your strength and your power.imma losing it

the no-feel day and the lost $12 :(

.16/9/07.
.met up with jun to catch up with each other.
.then keat came and join us and told us abt his vietnam trip.
.its like so uber fun over at that place.
.and keat said it was much more laid back at that place.
.singapore? = routined + super busy.
.but wat to do? that's just life.
-shakeshead-
.then i took their phones and got pictures of myself as their hp' wallpaper.
.rmb huh!!.mei you dao one month cannot change your phone's wallpaper huh!!.
=D


.17/9/07.
.went to watch 8steps perform at suntec for the bike fest this afternoon.
.well didnt understand why the organisers want them in that tee.
.but it was still a nice effort by them.
.desipte the not-so-enthu crowd.
.and we got fee vouchers and tees!!. LOL
.caught 'i know who killed me' with the rest that didnt went m'sia.
.i think its either the scritpwriter is a saddist or the producer likes grusome scenes.
.and it should be rated M18 rather than NC16.
.LOL.
.the ending was a bit "duh" but anyway the show was overall nice.
.got a call from GV saying that we can start work tmr.
we as in : me jaei bw jj ron and david
.and we have to report by 11 am.
.unless my insomia gets cured.
.i think i might have a serious problem waking up.


贪吃的宝文


8 steps @ suntec

ever-loving couple of PPPPP

nic.xing

jaei.pegg

xing.pegg(a.k.a chip&dale)

jaei.nic(a.k.a duckie&hippo)


大头jaei

auntie xing

AIR.lex

error.pegg


mini.jaei.nic.pegg.jj.ron

.and imma very certain that nic took alot of pics of herself but she somehow managed to delete them away.

LOL

.no feel.totally.

waking up on the wrong side of your bed

.thats how bad it can be.
.thanks to jj for that vid.
.lol.


insomnia: honey


thanks nicole!!


i think imma gonna need truckloads of it~

its getting so boring that i blog everyday to kill time



zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

its been a long time...

we were having supper at mac

ronnie: what should i eat? big mac or mac wings

pegg: eat both la

ronnie: okay i eat BIG-MAC-WINGS

pegg: =.=

then...

jiajun: damnit. should i eat mac chicken or mac nuggets

pegg: -looks at him and have a strong feeling he's gonna be lame- eat both lo

jiajun: okay.i eat MAC-MAC

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
we were talking abt performance

jiajun: wah. imagine you have those BACK-BY-BACK items

everyone: hahahahahahahahahah

pegg: jj. its BACK-TO-BACK.not BACK-BY-BACK

ronnie: wow. come!! LAI !! we BACK-BY-BACK -turns and back face jj with his bag-
-meanwhile-

jaei: wo he ni bei kao bei. xin dui xin

everyone: hahahahahaha
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
while walking to the studio

jiajun: eh. we ask the TURBAN....

everyone: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

jiajun: i mean urban new...
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.and jj said my blog is a combi of the-complain-abt-people-blog, the-think-too-much-blog and the-own-people-blog.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
.but seriouly i feel that my life is made beautiful by these people.
.there's a lot of such event.
.but i only manage to rmb these.
.its good enough thou~.
.cos they made me go :)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))






PS: not forgetting shane david and most improtantly EVE!!

.blank.

=D

.she irritates me she disappoints me she makes me cry.

.but its her that i smiled.

.thanks tubby!!.

muchloveloveloves

10 September is not a good day

.woke up on the wrong side of my bed.
.sucks.
.起床气.
.phone rang str8 from 10+ till 2+ when i planned to wake up at 3.
=.=
.forgot i gotta drarw key and meet hannah till ronnie reminded me.
.sorta 闪到head while practising last night cos i laughed at jaei and twirl my head at the same time.
.felt freaking weak after that and i almost puke.
.xing they all said i literally turn white(when imma alrd very fair).
.ulitmate suay.

我关了手机 用力的深呼吸
告诉我自己 没有设么了不起
就当我和你 演一出爱情戏
流一点眼泪没有关系
也许是我太年轻 不懂你要的关系
并不只是一对一 才会伤害自己

原来这才是真的你 无法掌握自己的心
偶尔花言巧语 偶尔又选择逃避 自做聪明
原来这才是真的你
习惯演戏随时在我的眼睛
忘了设么叫做珍惜

你想找谁合演对手戏
这是你的权力就让你决定
爱情过了保险期 就像玩腻的游戏
不在想要一对一 开始没有耐心

虽然眼泪淹没了眼睛
我绝情让心痛一个彻底
决定就现在喊停 不再受委屈

.promises are meant to be broken.
.i broke mine for the very the first time because of you.
.but imma not regretting it and dont ask me why.
.you should know.


.did a lot of things over the few days.
.suntec finals sentosa movie job interviews performance.
.will update photos soon.


.anyhow.
.10 Sep is seriously not a good day.



.2 years and 3 months but it still aches.

.and ultimately.imma still being used.

and holiday spells B-O-R-E-D-O-M~

.seriouly i need a job.

.so that i dont sit home all day and let my butt grow.

.no dance till monday.

.which means more chances for my butt to grow.

.watching dramas can help kill time.

.but its making my butt grow.

.butt oh butt.

.can you stop growing?.

.okay.

.lame.

.lolololololol.

.but i got nth better to do than to crap.

.when for many many interviewS.

.dont know which will be successful.

.and maybe...

.i should go for a nose transplant.

.then i wouldnt sneeze all day.

.feeling so damn

.may god bestow me a new nice nose that dont drip water so much.

.sometimes its not good to fantasize so much.cos its hurts badly to see the reality.