new year wish....?

i never how powerful money can be till the age of 18 turning 19
it makes you happy, sad, irritated, frustrated
it gets you thinking about how to get more it, be it by underhand methods or legal ways
it allows people to make wonders out of it that human themselves dont even know that they can
it is causing harm and in fact creating a vicious cycle
but sad to say, we can't live without it
and its a freaking fact that we all have to face
thanks for telling me that money wins over everything, even our kinship

i guess life's like that
there are bound to be people around you who are so freakinglyohygoshundescribably irritating
that maybe even a tight slap can't make them go away
i just hope that all these ohiknoweverythingandyoudontHAHA faggots live their lives with regrets
because i reckon they will never get to see the beauty of life

guess there too muh stress
so much so that i dont even know why i blogged abt the above mentioned
but yours truly has really been too tired and busy that she's lazy to blog
so i guess that's smth that will keep readers entertained for awhile
man
i just pray for a day without emails, projects, noise, conversation, quarrels, trainings, working
just myself alone to spend time with myself somewhere where no one knows
that shall do the trick
if one day is too much, lemme at least have an hour....

anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JAEI JIAJUN AND SHANE
i know its a bit late guys but imma still waiting for the photos
till then HAPPY NEW YEAR IN ADVANCE :D


P.S: i FINALLY got my S500i

.....no fun

.performing when you are having a fever = no fun.
.being sick for two weeks = no fun.
.being treated like a transparent object = no fun.
.being sick during a festive season = no fun.
.having no cash when you have a long list of things to buy = no fun.
.having no appetite when you are super hungry = no fun.


in all

theres just too much stress and emotions that all i wanna do is

freaked

inner turmoil

might need some time to fine tune it

till then

bye~