29/9/07

.at least i tried.

but failed

contentment (:

HAPPY MID-AUTUMN FESTIVAL!!!!!!!!!



the before


the after (:


the dope ice cream that made pegg jj and bw =DDDDDDDDD


the dope bus that made us went "!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"



the dope old auntie with the gucci shoes


the new dope cough syrup :water chestnut with sugarcane



the dope lift entrance that reminded me of my patron saying(and at the same time swaying) : xiao mei ! lai liang zhang pue pue yo!~



the dope chilli that tasted like coke



.life working as a cinema service crew is not that bad.
.apart from the stress of having down money things to learn and other erorrs.
.you sit all day in the box office waiting for patrons to come.
.or you spend your day at work by packing nachos or popping popocorns.
.and what's even more dope is.
.you get to watch the ending of the movies if you are on the floor shifts.
.and most of the time its the ending thats the best.
.which means you get to watch it over and over again!.
.and the best part?.
.you get to walk on carpet floor!.
woo~
.who cares abt the pathetic pay?.
LOL





.maybe imma in a stage of uncertainty and insecurity.
.but i'll be fine.

.maybe its just me.

jiajuN. says:
shld i sleep or cont
♥PEARyee says:
SLEEP!!
♥PEARyee says:
yu finish burning alrda not?
jiajuN. says:
ya
jiajuN. says:
fish finish burning liao
jiajuN. says:
can eat le
jiajuN. says:
LOLOLOLOL
♥PEARyee says:
=.=
♥PEARyee says:
hahahahahaahahahahahhahahahaha
♥PEARyee says:
YOU finishing burning the songs for tmr perf into the cd alrd?


.thats how lame people who cannot sleep be.
LOL

if only i could turn back time

i learnt a new word today!

The slang term Pwn (see pronunciation note below), used primarily in the Internet gaming culture, means to "own" or to soundly defeat an opponent. It is sometimes used for taunting of an in-game enemy and gloating over victories. It can also be used, especially by non-gamers, in the context of getting "pwned" by The Man.
In Internet security jargon, to "pwn" means "to compromise" or "to control", specifically another computer (server or PC), web site, gateway device, or application; it is synonymous with one of the definitions of hacking. An outside party who has "owned" or "pwned" a system has obtained unauthorized administrative control of the system.

credits to Mr. Chin Wai Kiat

LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL


.and my stupid bluetooth can't work.
.wanted to post all the dope things that i encounter during the week.


to all that tagged:
.thanks guys.
.imma alright actually.
.just needed a channel for me to relieve myself.


.seriously.
.i feel like changing my room.
.knock off all the wall cardboards.
.add in mirrors and table.
.maybe a new wardrobe.
.bigger bed and maybe air con.
.but i think all these will only happen in my dreams.
=.=

.emotion-less.

life = chocolates + ?

.we just have to accept somethings that happen in our life even if it sucked.
.even to the point that we can no longer force ourselves to.
.how sad is that?.
.then accusations and blames comes in.
.but all we can do under certain circumstances is to fucking swallow all those shits and bear with it to the point that our body can contain.
.how fucking pathetic can that be?.
.maybe it wasnt right at the start to just swallow everything and keep quiet abt it.
.maybe one should have voiced it out so that blames would not be put to the innocent and the wronged can be punished.
.but sad to say this world is just so fucking unfair.
.all we can do is to let the event happen as simple-minded human beings perceives it as inevitable.
.and hides in a corner to cry out all your agony and sorrows so that those who accused you cannot mock at you.
.for they have won over you when you felt and convinced yourself that you have lost completely to them.
.but maybe this is why some can live life the way they always wanted it to be.
.because all they do is just fuck care whatever that is happening ard them.
.take in all the shits.
.tolerate with it and get over it with a fake smile.
.letting those who love the "art of accusing" feel almighty.
.that's just a cowardly behaviour.
.but what can we do other than that?.
.for if everyone gets so hot-headed abt such minor stuffs and decides not to settle for half.
.would there not be more riots and wars?.
.would there not be more killings and blood shedding?.
.would there not be more suicidal and murder?.
.and that leaves us to ponder.
.are human that incapable of being tolerant and merciful towards each other?.
.or is it because pride and honour has devoured all these empathy in them?.
.and somehow.
.it still boils down to the point that it is easier to accept how things are meant to be in your life.
.rather than challenging it and making yourself more miserable.
.simle peggy.
.things are not that bad.
.perhaps.

.i need your strength and your power.imma losing it

the no-feel day and the lost $12 :(

.16/9/07.
.met up with jun to catch up with each other.
.then keat came and join us and told us abt his vietnam trip.
.its like so uber fun over at that place.
.and keat said it was much more laid back at that place.
.singapore? = routined + super busy.
.but wat to do? that's just life.
-shakeshead-
.then i took their phones and got pictures of myself as their hp' wallpaper.
.rmb huh!!.mei you dao one month cannot change your phone's wallpaper huh!!.
=D


.17/9/07.
.went to watch 8steps perform at suntec for the bike fest this afternoon.
.well didnt understand why the organisers want them in that tee.
.but it was still a nice effort by them.
.desipte the not-so-enthu crowd.
.and we got fee vouchers and tees!!. LOL
.caught 'i know who killed me' with the rest that didnt went m'sia.
.i think its either the scritpwriter is a saddist or the producer likes grusome scenes.
.and it should be rated M18 rather than NC16.
.LOL.
.the ending was a bit "duh" but anyway the show was overall nice.
.got a call from GV saying that we can start work tmr.
we as in : me jaei bw jj ron and david
.and we have to report by 11 am.
.unless my insomia gets cured.
.i think i might have a serious problem waking up.


贪吃的宝文


8 steps @ suntec

ever-loving couple of PPPPP

nic.xing

jaei.pegg

xing.pegg(a.k.a chip&dale)

jaei.nic(a.k.a duckie&hippo)


大头jaei

auntie xing

AIR.lex

error.pegg


mini.jaei.nic.pegg.jj.ron

.and imma very certain that nic took alot of pics of herself but she somehow managed to delete them away.

LOL

.no feel.totally.

waking up on the wrong side of your bed

.thats how bad it can be.
.thanks to jj for that vid.
.lol.


insomnia: honey


thanks nicole!!


i think imma gonna need truckloads of it~

its getting so boring that i blog everyday to kill time



zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

its been a long time...

we were having supper at mac

ronnie: what should i eat? big mac or mac wings

pegg: eat both la

ronnie: okay i eat BIG-MAC-WINGS

pegg: =.=

then...

jiajun: damnit. should i eat mac chicken or mac nuggets

pegg: -looks at him and have a strong feeling he's gonna be lame- eat both lo

jiajun: okay.i eat MAC-MAC

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

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we were talking abt performance

jiajun: wah. imagine you have those BACK-BY-BACK items

everyone: hahahahahahahahahah

pegg: jj. its BACK-TO-BACK.not BACK-BY-BACK

ronnie: wow. come!! LAI !! we BACK-BY-BACK -turns and back face jj with his bag-
-meanwhile-

jaei: wo he ni bei kao bei. xin dui xin

everyone: hahahahahaha
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while walking to the studio

jiajun: eh. we ask the TURBAN....

everyone: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

jiajun: i mean urban new...
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.and jj said my blog is a combi of the-complain-abt-people-blog, the-think-too-much-blog and the-own-people-blog.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
.but seriouly i feel that my life is made beautiful by these people.
.there's a lot of such event.
.but i only manage to rmb these.
.its good enough thou~.
.cos they made me go :)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))






PS: not forgetting shane david and most improtantly EVE!!

.blank.

=D

.she irritates me she disappoints me she makes me cry.

.but its her that i smiled.

.thanks tubby!!.

muchloveloveloves

10 September is not a good day

.woke up on the wrong side of my bed.
.sucks.
.起床气.
.phone rang str8 from 10+ till 2+ when i planned to wake up at 3.
=.=
.forgot i gotta drarw key and meet hannah till ronnie reminded me.
.sorta 闪到head while practising last night cos i laughed at jaei and twirl my head at the same time.
.felt freaking weak after that and i almost puke.
.xing they all said i literally turn white(when imma alrd very fair).
.ulitmate suay.

我关了手机 用力的深呼吸
告诉我自己 没有设么了不起
就当我和你 演一出爱情戏
流一点眼泪没有关系
也许是我太年轻 不懂你要的关系
并不只是一对一 才会伤害自己

原来这才是真的你 无法掌握自己的心
偶尔花言巧语 偶尔又选择逃避 自做聪明
原来这才是真的你
习惯演戏随时在我的眼睛
忘了设么叫做珍惜

你想找谁合演对手戏
这是你的权力就让你决定
爱情过了保险期 就像玩腻的游戏
不在想要一对一 开始没有耐心

虽然眼泪淹没了眼睛
我绝情让心痛一个彻底
决定就现在喊停 不再受委屈

.promises are meant to be broken.
.i broke mine for the very the first time because of you.
.but imma not regretting it and dont ask me why.
.you should know.


.did a lot of things over the few days.
.suntec finals sentosa movie job interviews performance.
.will update photos soon.


.anyhow.
.10 Sep is seriously not a good day.



.2 years and 3 months but it still aches.

.and ultimately.imma still being used.

and holiday spells B-O-R-E-D-O-M~

.seriouly i need a job.

.so that i dont sit home all day and let my butt grow.

.no dance till monday.

.which means more chances for my butt to grow.

.watching dramas can help kill time.

.but its making my butt grow.

.butt oh butt.

.can you stop growing?.

.okay.

.lame.

.lolololololol.

.but i got nth better to do than to crap.

.when for many many interviewS.

.dont know which will be successful.

.and maybe...

.i should go for a nose transplant.

.then i wouldnt sneeze all day.

.feeling so damn

.may god bestow me a new nice nose that dont drip water so much.

.sometimes its not good to fantasize so much.cos its hurts badly to see the reality.

too little too late

Come with me, stay the night
You say the words but boy it don't feel right
What do you expect me to say
(You know it's just too little too late)
You take my hand, and you say you've changed
But boy you know your beggin' don't fool me
Because to you it's just a game
(You know it's just too little too late)
So let me on down
Cause time has made me strong
I'm starting to move on
I'm gonna say this now
Your chance has come and gone

And you know
It's just too little too late
A little too wrong
And I can't wait
Boy you know all the right things to say
(You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
To be real, it doesn't matter anyway
(You know it's just too little too late)

I was young and in love
I gave you everything but it wasn't enough
And now you wanna communicate
(You know it's just too little too late)
Go find someone else
In lettin you go, I'm lovin myself
You gotta problem
But don't come askin me for help

Cause ya know it's just too little too late
A little too wrong
And I can't wait
Boy you know all the right things to say
(You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
To be real, it doesn't matter anyway
(You know it's just too little too late)

I can love with all of my heart baby
I know I have so much to give
(I have so much to give)
With a player like you, I don't have a prayer
That's the way to live, yeah oh

It's just too little, too late
Yeah it's just too little too late
A little too wrong
And I can't wait
Boy you know all the right things to say
(You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
To be real, it doesn't matter anyway
(You know it's just too little too late)


.but still we will be friends.
.promise.

oh nose oh nose

.too muh supper makes you FAT!.
lololololololololololololololololol


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1/9/07

.he complains that i dont celebrate his bdae for him on his 13th,14th,15th,16th and 17th.
.but when i surprise him on his 18th.
.his not at all surprised. =.=
.but still i love this little brother of mine who..
hears me whine
be there for me whenever i need someone
bug me to go eat supper with him that makes me fatter and him thinner
get scolded by me whenever he says something stupid
lemme his shoulder to cry on even though i complain its too thin
always there to cheer me up even when he is feeling really shity
.and i rushed back down after dance to celebrate with him.
.so sorry to make u wait for 3.5 hrs.
.but still...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEAT KEAT!!!
.come back safe from vietnam kay!!.
.waiting for you to bug me for supper again.
.2 weeks!!.


his cake and present!.RED WINE!


us with him


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.went for an interview that deeX got me.
.her frienda was working there and she asked me to go try it.
.jun tagged along cos she wanted to look for jobs too.
.and seriously the team leader is very funny.

uncle raymond: -looks at the application form- so you are born in the year of snakes?.

pegg: ya,but we dont eat snake

uncle raymond: GOOD!.i like that attitude

-was kinda taken aback cos most of the time when you do this.you get the =.= face-

uncle raymond: well, i will like you to know that this is a very F place

jun: fun?

uncle raymond: -raises his eyebrow- EXCELLENT!.you are one that breaks through the thought.most of them thought of the vulgar side of it

pegg & jun: -still stunned but- HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

uncle raymond: well, dont worry.i wouldnt ask you stupid questions like "so why do you want to work here?".-then he answers it himself- "cos i need money la.if not i so wu eng sit at home and kiao ka meh?"

pegg & jun: ??HAHAHAHAHAHAH

uncle raymond: -continues to be in his drama world- i also wouldnt ask you questions like "so what makes you think you can do a good job?" -and then AGAIN he answers it himself- "because i got a pair of hand s and a brain?"

pegg & jun: -look at each other- AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

.he seem to be a really nice uncle.
.but too bad he is leaving the company soon.
.and the day we went for the interview was the day he handed in his resignation.
=.=
.but i hope i get the job though.
:)


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.and finally my internet is back to normal.
.its a torture not to be able to be online.
.but anyway the week was occupied with pracs and rehearsals for performance ytd.
.and sometimes some shits just happen that makes you so pissed you dont feel like practising.
.its was at some central that looked like bangkit.
.and there was a lot of BABIES dancing.
.so CUTE can!!!.
.i guess ronnie saw how he was when he was young.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
.got freaked out when my nose bleed half an hour before the performance started but thankfully it stoppped when its our turn.
.but my nose bleed a little after last night and my legs were wobbly during maneater.
.think two nice ladies saw and came to me and asked if i was okay.THANKS TO THAT TWO LADIES
.and i got to know something new!.
.that's xing is afraid of blood.
HAAHAHAHAH
.sorry for freaking you out tubby!.
.and thanks for the tea and sorry for using up all your tissue papers.
=D
.will post the photos up soon.

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.caught evan almighty with them(diggasFINALLY,ron,jj,wj,bw,zx,fredy,ter).
.most of those who watched said that its boring.
.but i find that show very meaningful.
.i laughed my head off at those funny scenes.
.and my fav scence is the part whereby the friends scolds evan for not shaving.
HAHAHHAHAHA
.seems like imma one step closer to god.
:)
.didnt work today cos my nose bleed again this morning when i woke up.
.actualy i didnt feel like working since saturday morning started LOL.
.and its the first time that i felt so weak after my nose bleed.
.like as if my head is floating in the air.
.think i have too much blood in me.
.maybe i can ask if they mind blood donation by the nose?.
.then it will save me from all those needle poking into my arms.
lolololololololol

"if you pray for something from GOD.does HE gives you that something that you prayed for.or does HE gives you the opportunity to get/have that something that you prayed for?"

.THAT did really amde me smile and feel better.