THANKS
to nic for the phone call
to sonia for your care and wound and heal
to xing to always be there to listen
to jaei who was there in the morning to console
to eve who did nth but made me go (:


THANKS!
(:



.my sis was preparing to go over to her bf house and i was using my lappie.
.and this cute lil conversation happen before she left the house....

deex:bye!.see ya next month!
pegg:-stones and think-
=.=
okayy.see ya nxt month.

AHAHAHAHAHA
.i didnt know my sis can be so ohmygod lame.
miss talking to her

and everything is freaking my fault

=D

.am i pretending.or i really dont feel anything anymore?.

tired
with all the workloads
with all the things happening around
with all the thoughts going through my mind






but







satisfied
because i have a lovely bunch of friends to brighten up my day!
you know who you are
(:



pipipalipoo\\// <3

.and to me now.it meant nth.

.met jun on thurs!!!.
even though its a short one
.miss her like mad man.
.and she seems to have lost a lot of weight.
what are u dng meng??
.talked kinda lot.
.and i look forward to our next meeting.
.hahahha.
.craved for cakes.
.and i managed to pyscho her to eat. . . .
TIRAMISU!!!!
AHAHAHAHAHAH





.and when i reach home. . . . .

.deex bought all these for me from TAIWAN!!!.
.and they cost less than S$50.
?!?!?!?!?!?!
.man.
.loved her to bitsssssssssssssssss man.
.and when she showed me her "harvest".
.i was like in a moment of shock for half an hour.
.DAMN HIGH CAN!!!!!!!!!!.
.iwanttogooverseasalso!!!!!.



.and after talking to deex just now.
.i realise nth intrest me in life other than DANCE.
=9
.dance is all i care for now man.
=D
dancedancedance!

.why dont i feel jealous?

.this.
.teaches you not to sleep in lecture.
.because you never know when your notes will get vandalised.
=D




.these two pictures.
.tells you that it is impt to eat with the correct table etiquette.
=9



.and these lovely pictures.
.tells you that it is okayy to cam-whore in the studio sometimes.
(:



.school was okayy today.
.same old boring lecture and tut.
.but bw was nice enough to acc me to sch.
.he went to school at 9 with me when his class started at 11.
.and that brighten up my day.
(:
.but good times dont last long.
.there must be something that will piss me off totally and spoil my day.
):
.but well.
.the tiramisu at cheers really CHEERED me up.
.nuahahahahaha.
.and thanks to xing for that song.
.it made me felt better after crying.
cos ive been lying to myself tht i dont miss him
love you my lady <3!!
.meeting jun tmr.
.super look forward to it.
.been weeks since i last saw her.
=D

.and i got all my emotions mixed up.totally screwed.

xingg tired, yethappy says:
too concentrating on toking to my mom
xingg tired, yethappy says:
she super blur now
xingg tired, yethappy says:
peggy name is kaili ar?
xingg tired, yethappy says:
lolz!!!!
♥etalocohc♥ pegg says:
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
♥etalocohc♥ pegg says:
how come she will ask you that?
xingg tired, yethappy says:
she like to ask abt my fren one
xingg tired, yethappy says:
kpo
♥etalocohc♥ pegg says:
HAHAHAHHA
♥etalocohc♥ pegg says:
u very cek ark leii
xingg tired, yethappy says:
hahaz
♥etalocohc♥ pegg says:
then u got tell her my name a not?
how come she will mistake me as kaili?
xingg tired, yethappy says:
i told her all ur chinese name
xingg tired, yethappy says:
den she mixed up
♥etalocohc♥ pegg says:
hahahaha
♥etalocohc♥ pegg says:
then is u kpo go tell her everything wad
xingg tired, yethappy says:
is she ask 1st
xingg tired, yethappy says:
den i tell her
xingg tired, yethappy says:
lozl
♥etalocohc♥ pegg says:
hahahahah
♥etalocohc♥ pegg says:
then is her own buttock itchy
xingg tired, yethappy says:
hahaz



.xing's mummy is so cute can?.
.if only my mom will be half of what her mum is.
.there.s always this thing that we dont understand about parents.
):
.i just hope i can.
.someday somehow.





PS:i slept at 3+am and i woke up at 7.30pm AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
and imma feeling sleepy now

.its getting all so messy

.thursaday.
.went to my IS class early in the morning just to build this "bridge".
and my tutor told me we can hand in the assignment at a l8r date
when i rushed the whole thing the night before resulting in insufficient sleep
=.=






.friday.
.rehearsaled for performance for sat morning.

.sew and sew and sew when i reached the studio.
yes i pon-ned school for the whole friday
.and again the in charge for the rehearsal was an screwedupidiot.
.managed to get everything done and went home.



.sat.
.performance day.
.got a ride on xing.s dad car and he drove us to school.
.and doing a performance early in the morning doesnt feel right.
.but we made it work thou.
.thanks to all those that made the performance a success.
.went to JJ's bdae party at sentosa at night.
.ken's surprise for her was reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa sweet.
.and she was touched that we went down to celebrate with her.
=D


P.S:nic tried to be spongebob...but she failed AHAHAHAHHAHA


.sunday.

.quater master with fang and ccLia for the dragonboat tug for today.
.the people rowing the dragonboats are SOOOOOOOOOOO fit can?.
.the weather was hot and i tot i almost melted.
.literally.
.cos when i touched my own hands and legs.
.non of the teeny weeny part of it is dry.
.and i must say the ngee ann's dragon boat is remarkable.
.dinner-ed with bw and weijie at town.
.ronnie joined us to chill.
.too much jokes.
and i got them traumatised




.oh.
.did i mention i HATE backstabbers?.
.oh.
.that.s random.
.but i meant what i say.
=D





.common test is round the corner.
.may god bless me.
=9



.deeX flying tmr to taiwan.
.gonna miss her.
>.<

.and its good to know that imma not longer trapped by yo.

unseen...
unheard...




fading out...

.i did the stun again.
.three hours of constant usage of the brain!!!.
guess i will be a bit retarded for now
too much brain cells in my head die-ed
.chiong-ed home after rehearsal and supper today.
and there goes my diet plan =.=
.started my assignment from 12+ till now.
.mentally exhuasted man.





.sometimes it doesnt pay good to be kind.
.u get all the shits for others and in the end gets stab in your back.
.how nice eh?.
.its not about gaining credits or whatever.
.people do it out of willingness.
.but others just dont seem to appreciate.
.and it seems to be okayy that people not appreciate.
.how sad eh?.

P.S: two more days to performance! woots~ (:

.for wht imma doing now is totally useless.

.sometimes i guess its true.
.that we shouldnt be complacent and we cherish everything that we have now.
.things dont come by so easily.
.its either through coincidence or fate.
.and its all in the hands of God.
.He is the one that decides where we go what we do who we meet.
.no doubt the past is huanting.
.but we cant turn back time to make things happen.
.and all we can do is to anticipate the future
.praying for the better.



P.S : the smile on mummy's face makes me go (:

.and i dont know why imm too tired to be bothered by it.

.maggie mee + ba kwa = super duber uber nice!!!.
.eating + chatting + daddy = super duper uber fun!!!.
.daddy + pegg + reading letters = super duper uber funny!!!.
.i just love having daddy ard.
.he washes all my woes away.
(:



.met j J in the morning to pass him the money for the caps.
.and i was late for half an hour.
.so sorry!.
.actually i woke up only when u sent the sms telling me that u reached bp.
=9
.and seriously.
.three hours of constant usage of the brain can kill.
.and thank god i only do this kinda stun once in a while.
.if not i guess my lifespan will get half-ed.
yeah here am complaining when i help eve with her report the other day =9
.managed to complete the tutorial with chi and ww.
.sourced for the costume for sat with sonia after that.
.chats jokes and sleep through and fro the places we went.
.back to school to meet the rest and it's chatting time!!.
.oh man.
.i just love these times.
.its gonna be rehearsals and rehearsals and rehearsals for this week till sat.
.and i can't wait!.
(:



.but i still have IS individual assignment due thurs.
.CMA tutorials not done and knowing nuts abt that module.
.LAM individual assignment de 28th this month.
.and thinking about hitting my qouta.


.wish me luck peeps!.

.am i thinking too much.or is your actions speaking too much?.

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY!!
:)



PS:my mum is the one wearing pink with brown short hair hot right? =D


.woke up at four in the afternoon.
.went over to gran's house.
thank god she just lived a few blocks from my house
.celebrated there with some of my aunts.
despite the fact that my gran has lotsa children and only a few of them turned up
.and i saw my ALL-TIME FAVOURITE cousin

BABY EN WEI!!!

.he is just sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo cute can?.
.the moment i reached he was tailing behind me.
.and he keeps giving me the 傻笑 face.
.ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
.melted can.
.but guess it will take a kazillion years for me to see him again.
):


.life for the past week was basically occupied by dance dance dance and more dance.
.all the trainings and late night supper after class.
.how nice it would be if we could just dance and not study.
okayy that sounds a bit unrealistic
.and i seriously think that i need to manage my time.
.so that i can have all my tut done and attend lecture on time and hit my qouta.
yeah right and i skip PMKT lecture with jJ on wed haha
.went to johnson duck for dinner ytd after rehearsal.
.then shopped at BPP for mothers'a day present.
.and i helped weijie choose his present for his mum.
.practically everything that he bought went through my suggestion.
.hahaahahahahah.
.hopes his mum will like it.
:9
.mum took the ring that i gave her.
.but i dont know if she read the card.
.she wrote on the note pad that i used to communicate with dad.
(:
.she tried to communicate with me.
.happy mothers' day mummy!.
.i love you to bits! (:




to all that tagged:
.thanks peeps.
.but i guess that's just me.
.imma trying to change for the better.
.thanks for all the words and encouragement.
.it's great to have you guys ard!.
(:

.and maybe i can try to not think that much?.but i cant help but feel inferior.

It's funny because when you're a child, you believe you can be anything you want to be, go anywhere you want to go. There are no limits. You expect the unexpected, you believe in magic. Then you grow older and that innocence is shattered. The reality of life gets in the way and you're hit by the realisation that you can't be all you wanted to be. that you might have to settle for a little bit less.

-Where Rainbow Ends

Cecelia Ahern

.inferiority.
.that's all i feel now.
.i just wonder.
.imma so fat and big in size.
.but people just dont seem to feel my presence.
.maybe imma used to being ignored.
.at least with him ard.
.i dont so shitty.
.fcuk.
.this is getting nowhere.
.i HATE this kinda feeling.
.i miss talking to deeX.
.and i think i need a brain transplant.

.alex bought this chips from taiwan.
.and they are so so so nice can?.
.nic and jaei literally swallowed half the packet.
.ahahahahaahaha.
.rehearsal at convention sucked.
.cos there was no air con and the attitude of the in charge sucked.
.like totally.





.went to ala meen for supper.
and we were still saying that we should cut down on supper so that we can reach home early
.there was this waiter that is so damn cute can?.
.just him alone and make up a lot of "joke of the day" in my entry.
=D

joke #1
waiter: wad u want miss?.
xing: i wan mee soto but no chilli
waiter: -shakes head-
xing: huh?.but i dont want chiili
waiter: cannot
xing: why?.
waiter: cos dont have mee soto

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH


joke #2
pegs:can i have cheese mushroom and plain?.
waier:okayy!.u want cheese mushroom and PLANE -beams at me-

AHAHAHAHAHA


joke #3
waiter: boss, wad u want to order?.
weijie: i want egg onion and tissue
waiter: okayy! tissue! (then drops a stack of tissue in weijie's table)


AHAHAHAHAHAH
.so funny can?.
.and that waiter has this super duper cute and innocent face.
.oh m ygod.
.i think in the shop he is the MOST funny person alrd.
.and there.s dance tmr!!.
-jumps ard the room-
=D

.but there are things done that made me wonder

.reaching home after 1am almost everyday is bad.
.and dance was all that occupied me for the past week.
not forgetting the irritating moraons at m1 shop
.met jun on thurs and popby on sat to see her.
.all i can say is i really miss her!.
.to jun: we must meet and really have a nice chat eh?.




.went to hk cafe to do my IS project.
.food there was like OHMYGOD.



.watched spidey3.
.the show was okayy but there were some scenes tht reminded me of some things.
.went to xing.s hse to stay cos i didnt feel like gng home.
.milo is just too cutE!






.met xing after i went home to wash up.
.serach for her backpack at town.
.along with eve ron david and jJ.
.super duper uber fun can!.
.and david seriously behaves like my dad!.
.hahahhaahahaha!.








joke of the day

xing: my parents wants my brother to 快点嫁出去
xing: eh,no. they want my borther to 娶回来
j J: no la.they want ur brother to 娶女婿回来
ron: no la. they want ur brother to 娶你哥哥的媳妇回来
PeGs:-laughing like mad-

.so everyone.
陈老师来告诉大家
.the correct sentence is : xing's parents want her brother to faster 娶媳妇回来.
(:








.laugh everyone!.
=D

laughterlaughterlaughter

funfunfun

big thanks to everyone present ytd
and finally
imma turning red!!!
=D
not forgetting all the cam-whoring and videoing
ahahahahahaha






.and a miracle happened today.
.cos peggy went for the make-up lecture from 5-7.
=D
despite the fact that 3/4 of the time she is sleeping =P

.but idontknowwhyitslikethat