.perhaps.
.knowing the truth to things hurts a lot sometimes.
.but its better than you are being fooled.
.thanks to the heavy raindrops that fell on me.
.it woke me up from the fantasy somehow.
.telling me that its not gonna be the same anymore.
.and that i only have myself and the oxygen around me to live on.
.to them.
.you are just a disappointment.
.and are deprived of chances to let them know that you are not.
.and that its only the four walls that you will face when you return to a place where you used to like and called "home".
.imma just so disgusted by what.s in front of me.
.sick and tired of all those faces behind the masks.
.why cant these people just bloody take them off and show their true faces.
.show the whole world how ugly and disgusting and evil they are?.
.rather than to continue to fool those who ain't being tricked yet?.
.i really dont know how to trust anymore.
.the history is just repeating by itself.
.every single scene once again and its freaking scary.
.but the numbness in my heart tells me that is okayy.
.cos imma used to the wounds from being ripped open once again.
.theres just too much faggots around in these world.
.going around to BEG for acknowledgement and recognition from others.
.but no matter how desperately they try.
.they just fail.
.and when they cant get what they want to have.
.they use people around them who treated them well to gain it.
.SUCKS BIG TIME.
.it really doesnt pay good to be kind.
.for credits always goes to those that are doing the harm..
.and the good is always being blamed.
.this is so bloody unfair.
.but the saddest truth is the world was never fair.
.not even once.
.big BOO to this world.