.sometimes its good to have friends around you who are happy.

.cos they will influence you and make you feel happy.
.even when you feel like a piece of shit.
.or rather worse off than it.



.sometimes its good to act like you are damn pitiful.
.cos people will start to ask abt you.
.and you get all the attention.
.or rather you make others feel bad to see you sad.




.sometimes its good to be ignorant.
.cos by doing so you wouldnt be so bothered by things around you.
.and you can do the things you want.
.or rather in another way runaway from the hard facts in front of you.



.sometimes you doubt yourself about the choice you make.
.cos you just cant seem to find an affirmation from others.
.and you feel so inferior.
.or rather you dont know what to do cos you are unsure of yourself.




.sometimes you wished you could have done better.
.cos by doing so you wouldnt disappoint the people ard you.
.and that they will start to accept you better.
.but on the other hand.
.you are just afraid.




.sometimes.
.i just wished i didnt think that much.
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. 但生命最爱被剥夺 未来的路该怎么走