Tuesday, September 11, 2007

10 September is not a good day

.woke up on the wrong side of my bed.
.sucks.
.起床气.
.phone rang str8 from 10+ till 2+ when i planned to wake up at 3.
=.=
.forgot i gotta drarw key and meet hannah till ronnie reminded me.
.sorta 闪到head while practising last night cos i laughed at jaei and twirl my head at the same time.
.felt freaking weak after that and i almost puke.
.xing they all said i literally turn white(when imma alrd very fair).
.ulitmate suay.

我关了手机 用力的深呼吸
告诉我自己 没有设么了不起
就当我和你 演一出爱情戏
流一点眼泪没有关系
也许是我太年轻 不懂你要的关系
并不只是一对一 才会伤害自己

原来这才是真的你 无法掌握自己的心
偶尔花言巧语 偶尔又选择逃避 自做聪明
原来这才是真的你
习惯演戏随时在我的眼睛
忘了设么叫做珍惜

你想找谁合演对手戏
这是你的权力就让你决定
爱情过了保险期 就像玩腻的游戏
不在想要一对一 开始没有耐心

虽然眼泪淹没了眼睛
我绝情让心痛一个彻底
决定就现在喊停 不再受委屈

.promises are meant to be broken.
.i broke mine for the very the first time because of you.
.but imma not regretting it and dont ask me why.
.you should know.


.did a lot of things over the few days.
.suntec finals sentosa movie job interviews performance.
.will update photos soon.


.anyhow.
.10 Sep is seriously not a good day.



.2 years and 3 months but it still aches.

.and ultimately.imma still being used.

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