got to realise that i have been lying to myself
didnt know the reason why
but i guess i never want to
and deaths seems to be the trend nowadays
all the stories i heard
somehow they are close to heart
maybe i know what they are gng thru
and i feel the same way as them
i tried my best not to be sad
cos i know he dont want to see me in this state
but i just miss having a shoulder to rely on
having someone there to whisper sweet things into my ear
and it is unbearable
got myself lock-up in the past
-weak smile-