HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!






.yeap.
.and cny was spent bai nian-ing.
.both in spore and m'sia.
^^




.but i always have this sickening feeling after i return to singapore.
.i will always cry on my way home.
why?
.cos i miss the people there.
.people who doted me.
.people who made me felt wanted.
.people who made me feel that love was there.
.people who made me felt loved.
.people who can make me smile no matter how angry i am.
.people who bring me ard and have fun.
i just miss them
.i guess the curse was true?.
.i was born to be a loner.




PMS SUCKS

>.<

promises are meant to be broken?-shrugs-

.paint paint.
.scrub scrub.
.pack pack.
.mug mug.
.gosh.
.its been a busy week.
=D

.and the life lessons i learnt from it......

1. mixing white with green can give u red
?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

2. i have mastered the art of coughing and talking AT THE SAME TIME
credits to my mum

3. my daddy is very random when buying things
and thus leaving him with no money

4. i can earn some part time money by doing painting
=9


pegs: -switches off the toilet light-
-few SECONDS later-
dad: -exclaims- HEY IMMA IN THE TOILET YOU OFF THE LIGHT I CANNOT AIM LAH!!!!!
pegs: SORRY SORRYY


AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH


.my dady is getting cuter and cuter.
^^
.first this incident.
.next is the both of us fighting for the toilet cos we both want to shit.
=.=
.then is him saying tt imma not a good painter when he had paint on his own face.
-.-"
.and finally not being able to pronounce properly making a joke out of himslef.
.cos my sis and i wanted to paste the cny deco that has the "chun" word.
.then he was saying.
"the chun lian put there lo"
then my sis and i were like chun lian?when did we have chun lian?
.and after much thought.
.he wanted to say "nian", which is paste in chinese.
.but instead he said "lian".
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
.now i know why sometimes i cannot pronounce properly.
.thanks daddy.
^^
.oh my god.
.i just love my father to bits.
.and he learnt how to act like gays and imitates them talking.
^^



.and just to wish everyone.
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR IN ADVANCE!!!.
=D



.i missed meeting jun today.
.and i got her worried sick.
.imma sorry.
:(

self delusion or not?.

shopping shopping amd more shopping!!

been shopping for the past few days
sat:with juchi
sun:jun
mon:daddy
well
all i can say is retail therapy is the best
=D



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but i have a sad news
no more chocolate phone for me
and for now imma using v3i
dont really like tt phone
but i dont hate it thou
just that i miss my chocolate
:(





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went to shop with daddy today
i find that he is getting cuter and cuter
and he is getting more and more lame
hahahahaha
just love him being ard in the house
at least he can ease the strain between me and mum
><






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dyed my hair today
and it equals to
a total disaster
omg la
i wanted hidden black with red
but i ended up with PINKISH red and highlights of black
-faints-
needa go back and dye again tmr
=.=






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-nice?-


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and i still have one more papaer to go
=.=
just wished that module didnt exist
eeeK

.lost in the world.searching for the answer.

>.<

smth screwed up in my lappie

it cant funtion now

fuck.

Poa was okayy

but imma not sure of my answers

tried to have a talk with mum ytd

failed

but i hope she did read the letter i gave her

if not i guess the talk was just another screw up

why cant she understand?

imma just trying to understand how she feels

sighs

shouldnt have done that it the first place if i knew it'll turn out this way

fuck

just hope that this CNY will be a good one

getting more and more teary this few days
useless

sighs

.i miss the crazy times together.we are both having our own problems.and this stupid exam is eating up all my time.i just hope that u are fine and well.srry that i didnt tell you much about my feelings these few days.cos i didnt want to bother you first.you have your own problem at hand now.i will rpay that everything will end for you soon.and i look forward to thurs!! (:

.imma starting to miss all of ouy.sorry that imma still keeping reserves to letting you girls know me better.but i will try my best to open up to everyone.cos i know you girls treasure me a lot.thanks for being there when i was down.imma really touched.we will always stay as the almighty 8-ties. ^^

got to realise that i have been lying to myself
didnt know the reason why
but i guess i never want to
and deaths seems to be the trend nowadays
all the stories i heard
somehow they are close to heart
maybe i know what they are gng thru
and i feel the same way as them
i tried my best not to be sad
cos i know he dont want to see me in this state
but i just miss having a shoulder to rely on
having someone there to whisper sweet things into my ear
and it is unbearable
got myself lock-up in the past
-weak smile-

four more days to freedom
but before that i still have POA AND MAEC
=.=
how i wish its saturday alrd
and i wish FAMB didnt exist
SERIOUSLY
wahahahahaahah


went to sch for the remedial tut for POA
and a lot of them didnt come
tsk tsk tsk
hahahahaahaha
but didnt do much also
just that i got this feeling mrs lee must be thinking that imma dreaming in her class
hahahahaha
went to exhange my phone cos it was faulty
hahahahaha
and guess wad?
i exhcange my black one with a WHITE one
and no additional charges were incurred
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~
imma in love with my phone
^^

oh ya
not forgetting that BCA was a goner
>.<

but still there was sorrow

i dont understand why there someone who create MICROSOFT EXCEL
and i even dont understand why WE SHOULD HAVE A TEST ON THAT
its like so lame can?
who will care about how to use a function?
how to create a chart?
how to use lookup functions?
ERGH
i just pray for a pass l8r
may god REALLY bless me
cos i REALLY DONT WANT TO RETAKE THIS MOD!!!!!
>.<




well
before all these agony......


went cny shopping with deeX
^^
hahahahaha
i know i know i should be studying
but i just cant get myself to concentrate
muahahahahaha
been gng shopping with her for the past two days
and we bought a lot
pyjamas shoes bras watch
BUT
i have yet to buy my own set of cny clothes yet
errrrgh
i just hope that exams will be over soon
-cries-

and the tears still flows

.my oh my.
.its soooooooooooooooooooooo tiring.
.and my first experience working at the banquest equals.
no good
.i think bryan(the guy who guided me) felt like punching me.
x=
.but i really didnt meant to be that blur wad.
.everyone has their first times.
>.<
.felt so bad la.
.the way he got angry.
.make me feel like shooting myself in the head.
.and my mumblings are getting from bad to worse.
.i talked to myself like almost every sec nowadays.
=.=
.and the worst thing is.
.xing was serving the VIP table.
.so both of us were being seperated.
-sighs-
.thought can like depend on her la.
.den things wouldnt be that bad.
-sighs-
.working there again next tues and thurs.
.i hope things will be better then.
-cross fingers-
.but the good thing is that they provide FOOD!!.
.so that gives me a reason not to spend money to eat at home.
.cos they provide FREE FOOD.
.well.
.this is wad a typical poor person do.
.get everything for FREE.
.muahahahahahaa.



david:eh girl, my button drop leii.can lend me urs to cover first?.
pegs: ??? -touched my ear- orhs. nah~

WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAAH

thats how cute the in charge is over there ^^


in the changing room...
-loud knocks-
a bunch of guys:PEGGY!!!PEGGY!!!david looking for you
pegs:okayy okayy.coming
a bunch of guys:be careful hor.that david arhs.know that u changing arhs.purposely ask u go out arhs.he very tiko one hor.BE CAREFUL HOR.
pegs:????? orhs


MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

thats how cute the colleagues are over there ^^



.so...
.after all.
.its not that bad.
(:

.can everything be back to normal?.sorry mum