当我老了 :'(

when i age and am not longer who i used to be,
please be a little more patient with me

when i spill the soup and got myself all soiled,
and forgot how to get my laces done
please recall on how i held your hand and taught you patiently

when i repeat the naggings that you are already sick of,
please spare me the time to listen and dont stop me

since you were young,
i never failed to repeat the bedtime story till you were in your dreams

when i need you to bathe me due to my inability,
please do not reprimand me

when i am ignorant to the new and advnacing technology, please do not mock at me
for i had once patiently answered all your "whys"

when i could no longer walk with my wobbly legs,
please embrace and hold onto me with your strong arms,
just like how i had also embrace and held onto you when you were learning how to walk

when i get lost half through our conversation,
please give me sonetime to recap
but actually to me, it's not about the conversation,
having you around to listen would be enough

please do not feel sad when you see me aged,
understand and support me,
just like how i did when you just started leraning about life

i was the one who lead you to where you are now in life,
and for now,
you are there to walk the rest of it with me

give me your love and patience
and i will return you a smile filled with gratitude
and in that smile potrays my endless care, concern and love for you


to daddy and mummy:
♥ :)

stay home sunday :D

like finally~
i can stay at home on a sunday without having to work
LOL
which means more TV-ing time!
:DDDD

but
there's still presentation and projects and reports
not forgetting common test
DAMN
:/


let's just forget them first
cos my life is on a screw now
sorry to those that kena my attitude for the past week
really really didnt mean it

till then...


did i mention i cut my hand during work.tsk tsk

.too much thoughts brings a lot of harm.

oh projects~

OKAY
ENOUGH OF PROJECTS AND TUTORIALS

time for some pictures
:D

what happen to my face......shohei wannabe~
who says lyrical jazz has to be graceful?
:D *arbish*

datoumeinu and angmohliulianhue

we dont know what happen to boss that day...really

best tv buddy award
the chinchin family!!


say CHEESE!!
thats what you do to people you dont like.IMMA JOKING BAO WEN~ :D
they got an issue with mash caps
he insist that the lighting was better backstage
100+ sistas~


EVERYONE~

check out vic's face.LOL

.so basically it was work dance school and sleep for the past dont know how many days.

.and i sooooooooooo miss my bed can?.

.having not enough sleep EVERYDAY is no good man!.

.there's soooooooo many tutorials and projects and presentation.

.this semester is just a whirlwind disaster.

and to think that i said i wanna start it proper i missed many lectures alrd

.my head is getting bigger and bigger by day man.

.oh my damn~.

LOL
.watching big mama now.

.and she keeps going "ooooh~".

.reminds me of my three female-singer-wannabe frens.

.you know who you are!.
EVERYTIME WE TURN THE LIGHTS ON

.they never fail to irritate me with a smile with that man.

.not once.

LOL

.caught beowulf and it was like a total disappointment?.

.not that its not nice but just that the story line was a "DUH".
.hopefully we can go sentosa this weekend.

.too much movie is no good man.

.and i finally get to get home early and talk to dad today!

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

.after so much fun.

.it's back to the mountain of papers....

.have i alrd lost hope in myself?

ouch~

.had a bad burnt/cut/snap on my toe nail during rehearsal today.
.and my dear lil missy nicold helped me "wound" my injuries.
.she requested it to be blogged abt because its her first time doing such a nice wrap on my sausage-look-alike toe .
LOL
.you can see the minor blood stain.
=/

.CHIN UP.

.POINT YOUR FEET.

.CHEsT OUT.

.STOMACH IN.

.DONT RUSH.

.HAVE CONFIDENCE.

.LISTEN TO THE MUSIC.

.DONT HUNCH YOUR BACK PEGGYCHINPEARYEE!!!.

life = 99% endurance 1% happiness

some funny episodes at work...

episode #1

i was standing at the bar station and the cleaner was doing his chores.he's a very cheeky china guy who likes to disturb people but he meant no harm.then this funny convo happen between us.he always like to disturb me when imma doing the bar.and for the comfort of ALL readers.i decided to translate everything into english.

jianguo(that's his name): peiyi(he doesnt know how to pronouce peggy.so ya thats why.LOL).you know.even thou the security in s'pore is well known and very good.i still feel that you are safer if you are together with me

me: ?!?!?!?!?!?!? i rather trust the police and my friends

fulin(another cleaner who is supposed to be on his side cos he's jiangou's fren): she stay far away from you is the safest

me: *looks at fulin* HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA

episode #2

.jiajun was clearing the dirtied plates to the kitchen when jianguo started to talk to him again.

jiangou: xiao di ! how old are you?

jj: 17 gng to be18

jianguo: then you got gf a not?

jj: i have before la.but now dont have

jiangou: then are you still a virgin?

everyone on the kitchen: *silent for a sec looking stun* HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHHAHAAHHAHAHA

.jian guo asked the question like so innocently and loudly can?.

.and he started everyone in the kitchen talking abt virginity and all.GOSH!

.and jianguo really look like Sawadw fom W.C.O.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHHA

just in case you can't read the caption

evian(right): HELLOE! IMMA YOUR LONG LOST BROTHER WITH A BROKEN NECK :D

evian(left): ?!?!?!?!?!?!?! DONT THINK WE WEAR THE SAME SHIRT THEN WE ARE BROTHER HOR!.GO AWAY~

LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL

the ai xin chicken wings from jj's mum.super yummilious =9

.been thinking thru a lot after my chat with jj last night.
.didnt know this guy can talk so much.
.lol.
.anyhow.
.thanks for bothering to listen to me when you got lotsa tut to do and *ahem*other*ahem* stuffs.
:D

GO PEGGY
GO AHPUT
GO CHUBBYCHUBBY
GO BATUPAHAT
GO PER-KEY
GO ANG MOH LIU LIAN HUE
GO MIANYANG
ITS GNA BE OVER SOON
:d

.lost in thought.or am i actually thinking?

hit "back" if you find it boring

the icon wrote "new post"
but i just realise i got nth new to blog abt
and imma just coming in to my usual whinnig corner to whine abt my life
posting another "oh-my-gosh-she's emoing-again-and-its-so-boring" entry
-shurgs-
i cant help it
there's barely anyone that i can talk to nowadays
everyone's busy with their trainings and school and work and personal stuffs
furthermore i gott a work
which took up almost all my free time
its been 2 weeks since i last saw my dad and i barely spoke more than 50 sentence with my sis over the past 2 weeks
how busy my life is?
i dont really know abt it myself too
imma thugging my laptop to school every single freaking day to do updates and make sure i check my emails frequently for updates
and literally dragging myself outta bed to attend lectures and tutorials when i did none of it
all these kinda responsiblility is tying me down
i cant relax myself like how i used to be
and i get more and more bad temper
seems like everything is not going on well in my life again
i think i needa schedule my life like how jj did
then i wouldnt have been so screwed
have to admit that dance is taking up most of my time
but its something that i enjoy doing isnt it?
then why do i feel likewise in the studio today?
am i not that passionate for it alrd or is it because of that dream?
i really dont know
there were many occurrences where my tears would flow
but whats the point?
the problem will still be there and you get swollen eyes
but i just cant help it
people say that imma always in the "emo" state
but have anyone wondered why am i like that
or have i asked myself why am i always like that?
maybe because i myself didnt know why
so even if they ask i might not be able to give an answer
but trust me
i dont emo for every single freaking second
ack
i dont know
the feeling is just like a box filled with nothingness
=/

.imma not okay.for sure this time

monday blues

.i know i should be sleeping in bed now.
.but i felt that i should at least blog abt smth first before heading for my pillows.
.but somehow.
.i dont know what to blog.
=.=
.so i'll just let the random thoughts run.
.third week into school and already imma having problems coping with it.
.and not forgetting that there's still work at baker.
.but i will never complaint abt dance.
.celine asked me of i could cut down on my dance committment.
.i paused at her question for real long.
.i guess that's the last thing i will do for now.
.cos dance to me now is the only way to relieve my stress and emotions.
.some people might think that its absurb cos dance brings you to nowhere in the society.
.they just dont understand.
.someone told me this "work,you can do it for as long as you want for the rest of your life.but dance, its only avaible when you have the ability to do so, and it does not last for very long".
.so i just wanna dance when imma still able to.
.see?.
.i dont wanna look back at my life and have regrets for it.
.and i missed the performance at bishan park again due to work.
damn
.it's the second time in a roll that i missed performances due to work.
.sorry guys but you guys did a great job that night.
:)
.caught GAMEPLAN with 5Ps on Saturday night.
.its really a great show and i recommand everyone to watch it.
.it just makes me wanna say I LOVE YOU DADDY!!!.
.lol.
.but imma feeling kinda screw these few days.
.hope its gonna be over soon.
.all the stress and exhuastion is getting me all so moody.
.soory peeps for all the moody attitude and stone faces.
.cant help it when imma seriously lack of my precious sleep.
.it's gonna be yet another busy and hectic week ahead.
.i can't wait for e-learning week to come man
.at least i can do things at home and get more rest.
.or maybe i should work more.
.or rather dance more?.
.acks.
.i shall see how it goes when e-learning week is here.
.for now.
.time to snuggle in my blanket.
.nights earthlings~.

why do i have lesson at 9am everyday?-whines-

.will you be there?.

stay with me

Raindrops, Fall From, Everywhere
I Reach Out, For You, But Your Not There
So I Stood, Waiting, In The Dark
With Your Picture, In My Hands
Story Of a Broken Heart

Stay With Me
Don't Let Me Go
Cause I Can't Be Without You
Just Stay With Me And Hold Me Close
Because I've Built My World Around You
And I Don't Wanna Know What's It Like Without You
So Stay with Me
Just Stay With Me

I'm Trying And Hoping, For The Day
And My Touch Is Enough
To Take The Pain Away
Cause I've Searched For So Long
The Answer Is Clear
I Will Be Hoping We Don't Let It Disappear

Stay With Me Don't let Me go
Cause I Can't Be Without You
Just Stay With Me And Hold Me Close
Because I've Built My World Around You
And I Don't Wanna Know What's it Like Without You
So Stay with Me
Just Stay With Me

I've Searched Over And Over
For Many Many Times
For You And I Is Like Those Stars That Light The Sky Every Night
Our Picture Hangs Out Of Tune
Remind Me Of The Days
You Promised Me We'd Always
Be And Would Never Go Away
That's Why I Need You To Stay

Stay With Me
Don't let Me go
Cause I Can't Be Without You
Just Stay With Me
And Hold Me Close
Because I've Built My World Around You
And I Don't Wanna Know What's It Like Without You
So Stay with Me
Just Stay With Me

oooo.. oh oh
don't leave
so I stay waiting in the dark...

.and you need to go through the saddness to really know what is happiness

sleeping disorder *edited*

.i got a ride home on harris's car!.

.thank god i met him if not imma gonna faint on the bus i think.

mr harris lim a.k.a maomao

.we wind down the windows and the top of the car.

.windy windy windy~!.

.its no good to have tutorials in the early morning.
esp when its tourism law
.cos imma bound to be late.
.no matter how hard i try not to.
.and warning was given.
.so i guess imma kinda dead if i were to be late again
=/
.but its just so difficult to wake up on time.
.if not for jj's call.
.i think imma still in bed.
LOL

.went back o dr. chook ytd and i find him kinda funny.
.he asked abt my back and after the body check-up.
.he said (as qouted) : miraculously your back is recovering very fast.
LOL
.two more weeks of refraining from jumping and running and the same old peggy will be back!.
:D
.not forgetting jaei forcing me not to do crunches during classes ytd.
.so evil !!
.took a personality test by xing with the rest the other day.
.results?.
.i have got split personality and imma more of a "dove" person.
LOL
.maybe thats the reason for my behaviour at certain times.
.maybe imma not be as quiet as i seem to be but somehow sometimes imma still quiet.
*raise eyebrow looking confused*
.nevermind abt what i say.
.i just cant let it out naturally.


ps: tutorials are soooooooooooooooooooooooooo boring


.i love my hakka family!.

:D

.bad mood is making peggy an unhappy girl

so far so good

YUP

jiajun is jumping on my sofa when Arsenal miss a shot
LOL
we are all so excited over Liverpool vs Arsenal man!
it's 69:55 now
let's pray that its a draw


life has been busy with coping to the new school term and work
and i must really really say
working with gordon yuhteng yangyang eric jaei xing joven jiajun lizhen = :DDDDDDDDDDDD
imma loving Bakerzin more and more!

damn
i want to dance
=/

HAPPYHAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MASHI-DINO!!

21/10

nicoldhuangKAILI

22/10

ronniechenGUANGUANG

hope you two like the surprises and presents and cakes! :D

.okay.

.i've got lots to update.

.but imma just so lazy.

.but anyhow.

.weekend was spend with lotsa fun and laughter while preparing for bdae surprises.

.thank god it all went well.

:D

ps: sitting in the studio not dancing is broing me to death =/

mood swings

Your Wish Personality is:
Compassionate Carer

You value love and relationships
People are your priority. You know that the key to happiness is in the people around you and your relationships with them. You may be spiritual, and you will find that investing your time and energy into friends and family will bring you happiness in life.




hmmm.....

NEWyetboring SCHOOL TERM!!!!

.and i must say that miracles must have been happening quite recently since school started.

.cos ppppp all woke up for boringlectures and torturing tutorials and troublesomepracticals!!!.

.and the greatest thing was miss huangkaili was the first to wake up on the first day!.

*claps claps claps*

.i reckon we are all gonna score so damn well for this sem man!! yeah right

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

.but lectures so far has been boring to me so far. cos i always doze off halfway thru

.and worst off.
.i gotta do tourism law for this sem.

-.-"

.nevermind.

.being able to meet Ps to go school and have lunch tgt would be enough to keep me gng.

.and also my all time favourite!!!.

LOL

.okay.

.i suddenly forgot what i wanted to blog abt.

.but imma kinda disturb by my back injury.

my worst nightmare - sharp pain and numbness

.it seem to have worsen.

*cross fingers*

.just let it heal before funka trainings gets tough.

=/

dedicated to auntie deborah and 羊羊

October 15 2007

.she was a great fren.
.a great advisor.
.and most importantly a great mother.
.she was a mother that i could have ever dreamt of having.
.she cared for, asked and loved even though i was just her son's ex gf.
.her selfless-ness and thoughtfulness taught me that the world is not a such a bad place to live on actually.
.but now....
.my nights will be empty without emails to reply to.
.my phone wouldnt ring in the middle of the night.
.with a soft voice asking me if imma doing fine.
.no one will gimme a surprise visit anymore.
.no more.....
.i wanted to tell her that she can extend her stay during my bdae week.
.and get her down to see my first ever conpetition.
.i have so much to tell her.
.but now.
.its just too late....
.thanks for all the wonderful things that you have done for me.
.you are an angel sent by God to me.
.and i know now you will be blessed by him.

.羊羊.
.i promise that i will be your bride next time and nobody else's okay?.
.but for now bless me eh?.
.together with your mummy and korkor.
.be a good boy with them.
.imma sure they gonna treat you real well.


bernard.
.if you are reading this.
.yup.
.auntie deborah and little philp is gone.
.so please take good care of yourself eh?.
.i dont wish to have another beloved gone.

.blockedout.anger.guilt.sorrow.agony.blanks.empty.lost.rage.pain.
.i dont know how i should feel now.
.cherish all those ard you.
.really.
.all these are just too much to take.

CHALET!!! :D

sunday
.finally had my long awaited salmon spamming trip with nic and ron.
.and i found my new chawan mushi partner!!.

wed to fri: CHALET!

DAY ONE : met up with them and we were all set ready!!! :D

.and as girls will always be girls*as quoted from zx*.

.we unpacked everything and got it into place immediately.

.like immediately immediately.

.then went for my audition with jun while the rest slack their time till class.

.ate at this super dope eatery that sells dishes that taste just like mum's cooking.

.treated ourselves to real nice ice cream despite the disaster.

.got back changed and TA-DAH~.



.indian poker for the first night.

.that's what drunk people do.

LOL


"JIU WO!!! WO TOU HEN TONG!!! JIU WO!!!!"

LOL


DAY TWO : we all woke up late.so 1/2 cycled.1/2 swim :D

.and we got to try to fish!!.

.thats my harvest!! *credits to nicolehuangkaili*

.then back to the hosue to prep for BBQ!!.

SPOT THE DIFFERENCE !!! HAHAHA

CALLING OUT TO ALL MY BELOVED!!!!

.process of "dolling up" xing.

.dinosuar.thrifty king.hungry ghost.prawn eater.

.their common interest?.

FOOD!! LOL

.think we are on bad terms?.

.bad guess man~.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ORE NIC AND RON!!!

jaei the poser

EVERYONE!!



DAY THREE : tired but still want to take photo

last but not least..

*ARBISH*

:D

.but did i really have alrd lost my faith?.